"It is also the mark that God has kissed."

The first time we met Junxin, she smiled and described her flaws: "Some people say I was a cat in my previous life, and the mark of my previous life traced to my present one, so I have this flaw in my eye."

The blemish around Junxin's eye, known as the "eyelid split nevus", has slowly changed from the red spot she was born with to the current dark eye nevus. Although this mole has been praised by parents as a child is very beautiful, but these words of encouragement failed to let XiaoJunxin completely put down the grudge, the heart is still some sensitive.

This lack of confidence, stemming from a blemish around her eyes, was most evident during her school years. When she was in primary school, because the melanin around her eyes was particularly obvious, her classmates gave her a nickname - panda eyes. Perhaps this nickname is not completely malicious, but still left a seed of inferiority in Junxin's heart, and she began to be more disgusted by this mole around the eye and lead to their "eye-catching" feeling.

"After primary school, the classmates around me have gradually matured a lot, and the mole around my eyes is also inclusive of many." But people who meet me for the first time still ask if it's a bruise or a scar, and I don't want to talk about it too much or explain everything, so I started thinking about covering it up with makeup."

When we asked Junxin if she still wanted to remove the blemishes around her eyes, she also revealed her heart to us, saying that she still hoped that one day she could remove this blemish and go out like a normal person without any concerns, after all, it is a very troublesome thing to wear heavy makeup to cover up every day. However, the process of removing this defect is relatively difficult, because it has grown to the inside of the white of the eye, coupled with the eyelid on this piece of dark mole is very thick, when the laser can not be played particularly deep, it is more dangerous for the eyes. Not only that, but there is also the risk of skin hyperplasia after surgery, which can make surgery endless. So up to now, Junxin is still looking at safe and reliable surgical removal methods.

"I had been reading Zhang Defen's 'Meet the Unknown Self.' It was a very healing book, a psychological way to divert my attention so that I could accept myself."

Even if he hasn't found the right way to remove the blemishes yet, Junxin has found confidence in other ways. With the love and care from family and friends, as well as those around her, Junxin constantly reconciliates with herself and faces life with an optimistic attitude.

"It's a scar from thyroid surgery."

"It's also a special decoration around my neck."

September 3, 2020, is probably the darkest day of her life. Unfortunately, she was diagnosed with thyroid cancer and had to sit on the operating table for treatment. The moment she came out of the operating room, she had this surgical scar on her neck.

Fortunately, after a period of time, she recovered well after the operation. Although she had a scar on her neck after discharge, she looked as energetic and sunny as a normal person. As she said, compared with the consideration of life, the scar left by this operation is no longer important to her, and the scar is worth everything in exchange for health.

On September 10 last year, Spicy set up a group on social media, calling on netizens who also have scars or have experienced illnesses to join. So far, there are more than 200 followers in the group. In this group, Spicy shares her treatment experience and attitude toward scars, spreading positive energy for these netizens and guiding them out of the negative emotions caused by scars.

Since scars are not so easy to remove, it is better to beautify them when needed. In daily life, spicy will also share some scar decoration tips for girls who also have thyroid scars, such as wearing a collarbone chain when attending important occasions, or wearing a suitable fake collar, silk scarf and other accessories to weaken the scar when wearing a T-shirt.

Here, we also wish this optimistic girl the best and hope that her future life will be full of health and sunshine.

"These are the freckles on my face."

"It's also a unique highlight on my face."

Childhood girls probably dream of having a clean white face. But for Zhu Hongbo, her childhood was not as "lucky" as those of other girls.

Before the age of 8, she had sporadic small round spots on her face, and she did not care at that time, thinking that it was only a long time, and it would disappear over time. But unexpectedly, after the age of 8, these spots on the face more and more, until covered with the whole face, she did not know that these spots called "freckles" will be accompanied by their own in later life.

At that time, Zhu Hongbo seemed to have lost the luster that a flower girl should have, and would feel inferior when walking on the road: "Whenever I see other people's faces are bright, I will feel special different from others." In particular, when people I don't know call me pockmarked face, I feel more disgusted with freckles on my face and become sensitive and vulnerable."

In order to get rid of the influence of freckles, Zhu Hongbo tried to cover up these facial blemishes. She learned to wear makeup, trying to cover them with thick liquid foundation, and though she painted her face differently from her skin tone, she felt fine with the color difference as long as it covered the freckles.

In addition to makeup, she also wants to have lasers done to remove the freckles. But just as she was beginning to think about it, a turn of events changed her mind. Zhu began her modeling career after college because of her height advantage. In the modeling industry, everyone is trying to figure out what makes them unique. The freckles on Zhu Hongbo's face were immediately noticed by photographers and designers, making it easy for her to become a model with her own characteristics.

Since becoming a professional model, Zhu Hongbo has rarely heard outside voices questioning her freckles. She used to have to wear makeup when she went out, but now she will no longer wear concealer or foundation, and she still feels confident when she goes out without makeup. Coming out of low self-esteem, she thinks the freckles on her face are the best ornaments.

When we can't change the flaws in the body, it is better to accept this "imperfection" as confidently as they do. When you learn to turn it into your own decoration, you will find that "beauty" is actually always around you.